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aokarenin
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sometimes it's you, sometimes it's me, sometimes it's just poetry

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  • Stroke My Ego Daddy Fri Oct 18
  • knowing you are living hurts me a little as much as i know that you're dead to me Fri Oct 18
  • RT @breathwords: we fill books with poetry on sadness and memory and how they both keep us warm and how they both leave us cold Fri Oct 18
  • im hungry fo real, its still 7 hours away to breakfast Fri Oct 18
  • too agitated to go to bed too tired to do anything instead too sad to be with anybody else i want to phone you but… https://t.co/HDQMWmE8kl Fri Oct 18
  • against the wine-colored sky tonight the moon strangely radiates a lonely amber glow o, maybe somewhere out there m… https://t.co/LOlj4ccNZR Fri Oct 18
  • You Are Beautiful Because You're Gone Fri Oct 18
  • because i got the feeling that i no longer just move around Fri Oct 18
  • RT @whooomu: !!!!!!!!!!! I feel that I’m my SOUL!!! https://t.co/aCchtnmYL1 Fri Oct 18
  • RT @ansiboi: No one: Mahasiswa UI nyebrang margonda: 🌳 / 🚘 || \ / || \ "idgaf. if they hit… Fri Oct 18
  • RT @RickBColby: It’s a very strange feeling to have had doubt about the words you choose, and then one day be suddenly free to express what… Fri Oct 18
  • rly liking extraordinary oil now im looking for the rose one :( Thu Oct 17
  • beautiful, whore, sap https://t.co/QfjPo1E2pz Thu Oct 17
  • RT @whysoromantic: https://t.co/BQF8fZK3ts Thu Oct 17
  • tear-jerking as i always say eh https://t.co/bdOyuU4CiX Thu Oct 17
  • he's just a phase Thu Oct 17
  • @annas124 blm sempet cerita sm loo haha Thu Oct 17
  • RT @paperdoll64: we dont choose each other randomly. we meet people who already exist in our subconscious. Wed Oct 16
  • @Unexplained @annas124 Wed Oct 16
  • me when going back to the existential hole https://t.co/VQwtm9kPNY Wed Oct 16
  • me when going back to depression https://t.co/VQwtm9kPNY Wed Oct 16
  • @Unexplained sumpah geli tp Wed Oct 16
  • cant believe how innocent messages like "are you okay?" or "how are you?" have become so weighty these days. Wed Oct 16
  • my last saying to him: take that risk. i can leave my logic behind to the things like that and for whatever it's w… https://t.co/dsT3W9rNc4 Wed Oct 16
  • RT @BrainPoetNinja: It feels like this time is more about sharpening perception Wed Oct 16
  • if u ask me what item that is on my want list is: weighted blanket. where do i get it????? Wed Oct 16
  • RT @PhilosophyMttrs: Happy Birthday, Friedrich Nietzsche ! https://t.co/uUiy6Pc0kg Wed Oct 16
  • nothing comes between waiting and sadness Wed Oct 16
  • @moonchildjones love, marriage, popularity apakah taun dpn aku akan dikawini raja minyak? lets see Wed Oct 16
  • RT @RichHarris2: Don’t leave them with scattered impressions of intimacy as debris on an ocean of uncertainty. Wed Oct 16
  • RT @FrozenSighs: I’ve stopped looking for you. Wed Oct 16
  • @ellendarcyp omg where can we buy this Wed Oct 16
  • @Agent_Skully whoa thank you😆 Wed Oct 16
  • RT @A_JourneyWithin: You influence your feelings just by entertaining an idea. Wed Oct 16
  • commuting but i'm thinking of my moon. i dreamt of him last night, felt so real yet so far. Wed Oct 16
  • RT @ItsAPerfectLife: you want people to remember you for no particular reason. and not many understand this. Tue Oct 15
  • @ellendarcyp https://t.co/RFlEPJwXPN Tue Oct 15
  • pas akhir video ada gt rasa pengen nampar ni orang gtw knp😭😭😭 Tue Oct 15
  • gtw tp ngakak bgt https://t.co/vPavTrGfmh Tue Oct 15
  • and one quote from claire today. "life is boring, make a reason to celebrate anything." good. ok maybe now i star… https://t.co/4K2dCjK48F Tue Oct 15
  • if anybody want to treat me something ... pls. buy. me. a fucking box of koyo. thank you Tue Oct 15
  • hello ive been 15 hours away from twitter since super heavy workload today have u guys been missing me Tue Oct 15
  • @EwdatsGROSS @ekarahayoktav Tue Oct 15
  • swept away by the waves of emotion Tue Oct 15
  • i thought you only write poetry for nobody else but me Mon Oct 14
  • RT @kenziekalyandra: a bitch might be sad but a bitch still bad Mon Oct 14
  • cant exactly remember since when do my shoulders get this constant sore, as if all day ive been carrying heavy backpacks Mon Oct 14
  • RT @sirensong1208: Aloneness permits us words that linger, not to fill the space but to allow us to describe it; to know it. Mon Oct 14
  • RT @5ighs: the first thing you need to know about yourself, is that you are not a story. Mon Oct 14
  • RT @AuliaRahmanNug1: Pen mati. Mon Oct 14
  • RT @Iantsovking: if you haven't laid in a dark room after midnight with headphones in listening to your enneagram song from sleeping at las… Mon Oct 14
  • years had weathered what was once lively---- the feelings had scraped away, drowsing in withered blue so far yet i… https://t.co/qgdSolKG61 Mon Oct 14
  • maybe it's not love, it's the pain from rejection Mon Oct 14
  • oh. god. https://t.co/IAteLk1tHe Mon Oct 14
  • @whysoromantic LOL im an expert at this. very intuitive Mon Oct 14
  • gue sangat2 kangen ikut kelas sastra dan masyarakat, kritik sastra, dan eksistensialisme ku mau sit in bisaga butuh siraman rohani ni Mon Oct 14
  • some things in this life require less logic and more of feeling Mon Oct 14
  • @classybourbon its ok for half an hour or so🤗i'll call u Mon Oct 14
  • @AuliaRahmanNug1 u guys better be careful lololol👿 Mon Oct 14
  • confession: i reread Lolita again last night. still got me like😍💔 Mon Oct 14
  • @ekarahayoktav semungud kk clown mari kita bersama warga BaBe memberantas sukit Mon Oct 14
  • @ekarahayoktav ini apa semacam terpanggil w Mon Oct 14
  • @classybourbon call me 2nitee Mon Oct 14
  • RT @FoggyInsight: @aokarenin @LizWellsWriter Poetry is art, and art is meant to stir emotional response or connection of any type. This is… Mon Oct 14
  • I Might As Well Download Dating App Again and Then Start Drinking Boys' Blood Mon Oct 14
  • RT @5ighs: I'm so convinced that I'm incapable of loving anyone. Not even myself. Sun Oct 13
  • RT @anerdonfire2: How many people do I have to fuck to forget about you? Sun Oct 13
  • subjectify me daddy Sun Oct 13
  • tiba2 kangen masa2 gue demen2nya baca novel2 teen/young adult british/scottish modelan Cherry Crush, Marshmallow Sk… https://t.co/Kfw4rQXhji Sun Oct 13
  • @TiaraAquarius2 LOL thanks! i know nick cave but never rly listen his music. will check em out😁 Sun Oct 13
  • @nalandawerkuda siapa .... Sun Oct 13
  • RT @JustmegirlC: Meh. I've been fucked harder by life. Sun Oct 13
  • This Guy Flirts with Me and He Has the Eyes Like Sartre's Sun Oct 13
  • RT @mistmaliju: ты слышишь что-то, что убивает тебя изнутри, но ничего не делаешь, будто бы тебе все равно. Sun Oct 13
  • RT @aokarenin: you confess your love while i confess my need to be free Sun Oct 13
  • RT @red_porter2: Why is it so hard to understand that you don't know what someone else is thinking? And even if they tell you, you still d… Sun Oct 13
  • RT @ellendarcyp: My favorite masochistic kink: scrolling through my gallery to find old pics then proceed to contemplate this— "We knew of… Sun Oct 13
  • Is My Sad Poetry Relevant Sun Oct 13
  • wtf i got a 9.30 am interview tmr and i am yet to fall asleep o gawd😖 Sun Oct 13
  • knowing me, i know i will never fuck anybody up and that's kind of sad and lame Sun Oct 13
  • popping paracetamols Sun Oct 13
  • @nalandawerkuda lol ... bcs i need to get up early tmr. btw whats up with u with that $ sign Sun Oct 13
  • cerita lol this guy seduced me earlier by sending a very cheesy pick up line with a very poor context (cheesiness i… https://t.co/V4mTg4dDUh Sun Oct 13
  • and my mistake taking nap until 5.30 pm today now im wide awake Sun Oct 13
  • my mistake to poetry-fy us Sun Oct 13
  • i somehow think of nietszche reading this https://t.co/t6y1ROp32B Sun Oct 13
  • the answer was right there all along yet i never wanted to look at it Sun Oct 13
  • a somber, cold night in july light downpour bathed the town; quiet scene oh when? years ago when i didn't mind it m… https://t.co/o7FLnjbJj4 Sun Oct 13
  • for someone whos skeptical about asmr, i cant believe i did fall asleep to a gentle rain asmr from youtube last nig… https://t.co/OqtpUPayMD Sun Oct 13
  • for the sorrows that come without warnings: these are the things that i'm not ready for but will i actually ever be ready Sun Oct 13
  • tell me, what does she do that you want her so much, it makes you sorry but still, you don't regret a single day? i… https://t.co/tzhWqgdO1G Sun Oct 13
  • RT @Queen_Sassy_AF: Ok hear me out, maybe if you stopped wallowing in self pity you would actually see the beauty in life. Sun Oct 13
  • learning to hate you as a self-defense mechanism Sun Oct 13
  • abis potram, liat2 cermin kok gue mirip kurt cobain ya Sun Oct 13
  • @AuliaRahmanNug1 i mean. ALL THE GREATEST ARTIST ARE THE UNHAPPIEST. like i wonder if despair is needed to make great art🤣🤔 Sun Oct 13
  • RT @AuliaRahmanNug1: @aokarenin https://t.co/lmqKCwSJTK Sun Oct 13
  • @AuliaRahmanNug1 thank u https://t.co/wru5Kb8lYg Sun Oct 13
  • RT @mandersonin: autumn solace, leaves only, the rust of love, looking out window, onto maple, these streets of heartbroken trust Sun Oct 13
  • RT @mandersonin: somehow, I feel like I know you, from another life, a dream, something so surreal, but deep in the forest, I would surely… Sun Oct 13
  • RT @lastdogdown: can't believe you're in love again Sun Oct 13
  • @ekarahayoktav uu tayang tayang💩🖤 Sun Oct 13
  • RT @amandaperera: A reminder: Turn off your automatic pilot & try to be fully present, aware in the moment Sat Oct 12
  • what hurts me is the background context of the production of poetry Sat Oct 12
  • now i dont even want to be remembered if that serves no purposes. Sat Oct 12
  • and i wish for my body clock to stop working this sunday. im so pissed off at myself when i wake up at 7 on the wee… https://t.co/shvxjDTBSG Sat Oct 12
  • when my lament and hopelessness and sadness crawl to the bone, the agony grows exponentially for i know that you'r… https://t.co/QtBUWbKOFm Sat Oct 12
  • RT @know_the_answer: The ache in my heart is becoming greater than the memory of a time I was happy. Sat Oct 12
  • RT @InduPillai01: One quick glimpse of that moth, not enough to build a relationship with, just enough to call it, love. Sat Oct 12
  • RT @cardiacscars: there is beauty in quiet, poetry in loneliness, melancholy in longing; apply the transitive property and choose your own… Sat Oct 12
  • @AuliaRahmanNug1 i mean ... ugh yea🤣 Sat Oct 12
  • RT @ekarahayoktav: Hey guys I have 2 tickets for secret gigs - sofar sounds jakarta - tomorrow. I won’t be able to attend because of person… Sat Oct 12
  • me everyday https://t.co/BvMkHj6j4p Sat Oct 12
  • yawla tp even looking at poetry aja sakit dada w MUNGKIN KARENA ngobrolnya sm bencong kali yaa jadi pas ngomong km… https://t.co/jScMQWSsLE Sat Oct 12
  • current search tabs https://t.co/6BAsl9z2g1 Sat Oct 12
  • It's the "A Crumble Upon the Plate Leads to A Week of Crying Streaks" Season! Sat Oct 12
  • look at the brighter side, when i'm heart-broken like this, my literary ambition is >>>. thus, more poetry lol Sat Oct 12
  • @matchu_chutrain @ekarahayoktav *atau ngecet rambut, potong poni, ato suntik mancungin idung Sat Oct 12
  • RT @mandersonin: nothing is normal, my curse, to see beyond, the unseen Sat Oct 12
  • a thing claire advised me in one of my earlier days in BD that hit me rn: people are busy to guess what you feel,… https://t.co/jvyygF6Kkf Fri Oct 11
  • @whooomu same Fri Oct 11
  • RT @Tetrametracall1: I remember the day you moved into my mind. A room of your own inside my memories. Do you still keep mine as you peer o… Fri Oct 11
  • still not sleeping. hungry. overcrowding in my head. masi dalam fase kaget ayam ayam Fri Oct 11
  • cant sleep Fri Oct 11
  • RT @siempredelilahE: Hungry in unanswerable ways Fri Oct 11
  • RT @milkstrology: how cancer, capricorn, libra, and aries b looking after they invested time, money, and energy into someone who didn’t wan… Fri Oct 11
  • on this season. clown support agenda: 1. avoid haruki murakami 2. no listening to sad songs 3. be kind to people 4.… https://t.co/aMI35rwSiB Fri Oct 11
  • RT @godnoscop: РАК. 11 октября. АСТАНАВИТЕСЬ! Fri Oct 11
  • and i swear nobody else could take me from myself Fri Oct 11
  • Haha, Back to the Therapy It is Fri Oct 11
  • whatttt for this v v uncomfortable experiences ive experienced in life oh my shit. and this contribute to the long… https://t.co/Msl0FqInf8 Fri Oct 11
  • bisa ga. kek. for once. for fucking once. it goes as planned. like it goes for every normal human being. bisaga. Fri Oct 11
  • ALERT RANT TIME. TW. i grow unafraid of death since i cant reclaim anything that i rly put effort to. it has becom… https://t.co/dURAPwlfrp Fri Oct 11
  • kek pengen minta tolong orang untuk nusuk dada gua gt Fri Oct 11
  • hello whats ur name? my names clown Fri Oct 11
  • harus banget apa eug ngerasain yang beginian lagi kek dear God, emg yg kejadian setaun kmrn gacukup Fri Oct 11
  • im giving up @ekarahayoktav 👐🤡 Fri Oct 11
  • maybe i just need a long, long sleep Fri Oct 11
  • RT @MatyldaStein: “Happiness is beneficial for the body, but it is grief that develops the powers of the mind.” ― Marcel Proust https://t.… Fri Oct 11
  • most of the time i guess what nourishes this sadness and hollowness is writing and poetry itself Fri Oct 11
  • @supjamurenak like ... why cant ppl like us just relax chill a bit and live in the moment rather than projecting th… https://t.co/CVsp5w6tJ4 Fri Oct 11
  • RT @supjamurenak: @aokarenin Or imagining the worst case scenario when things just getting started which ends up ruining everything Fri Oct 11
  • and then after all of those climaxes by the shore we'll lie around in an obscure place to hide under the weeping mo… https://t.co/XpeD5xeJzo Fri Oct 11
  • RT @supjamurenak: Pengen mati https://t.co/sWGTDbEj2S Fri Oct 11
  • RT @InduPillai01: That what insults your soul, walks about, unmindful of your attention, your poetry, and all your wildly precious time wit… Fri Oct 11
  • maybe the root of my problem is not that i let people go but, i never let them stay Fri Oct 11
  • RT @iicheka: teach me how to look at u normally Fri Oct 11
  • RT @gaurav_verma23: My existential dread is bigger than the hopeless romantic in me. Fri Oct 11
  • now i start longing for my hurting to materialize all over my skin rather than remain within Fri Oct 11
  • RT @DeathKiss66: Crimson days and empty dreams As if life is only a lie Then a pale sky one night screamed Let it all go.. and die. Fri Oct 11
  • i know im not the only one to mostly write things almost automatically in english, and when i finish it i google tr… https://t.co/yfN4zN5Dam Fri Oct 11
  • @AuliaRahmanNug1 just realised as well, today ive been drinking zero water and cups of coffee. still not buzzed Fri Oct 11
  • i hope to be around Fri Oct 11
  • RT @crimson_snark: the problem is that it isn’t just lust Fri Oct 11
  • I'm Sorry I Seem to Appear Uninterested But Really I Just Don't Know How to Respond or Can't Contain the Excitement… https://t.co/ENobpYdBk8 Fri Oct 11
  • @EwdatsGROSS @ekarahayoktav Fri Oct 11
  • RT @cirosatabolarc: Charles Holloway, A Man and a Woman in the Forest, 1922. https://t.co/VBr5ezUQGA Fri Oct 11
  • RT @batlapoetry: if i write about you, they say it's poetry. Fri Oct 11
  • RT @lostwallfl0wer: A love like broken bottles on the beach, too ugly to be there, too lonely to be anywhere else. Thu Oct 10
  • RT @Truethat111: ...and I forget you forget you so well in every corner of my heart on my pillow in my bath in the jeans you left behind i… Thu Oct 10
  • @ekarahayoktav im in this photo and i dont like it Thu Oct 10
  • Blaming On How My Parents Fucked It Up For Me As the Reason to My Atheism and Agnosticism: Every Millenial Ever Thu Oct 10
  • he probably isnt the light of my life but most definitely the fire of my loins Thu Oct 10
  • @gatra1928 jau y roko ny di negeri seberang Thu Oct 10
  • RT @IveBeenGone1: I don’t need to be your first thought but I hope to be your warmest. Thu Oct 10
  • RT @333333333433333: what is “”””god”””” trying to “teach” me with this Thu Oct 10
  • RT @mandersonin: I often feel you near, just after midnight, when the night is thin, and the distance between worlds, so much closer Thu Oct 10
  • omg so not ready to talk to candidates again this early😭👎 Thu Oct 10
  • RT @marcoo_0123: at this point https://t.co/Q294697S7y Wed Oct 09
  • RT @Truethat111: Sorry God , for not always living up to your expectations . You are the one who created me human, remember ? Wed Oct 09
  • moon, moon, moon, you----my moon in fact, there would've been no my moon at all if you never told me that you were somebody else's moon Wed Oct 09
  • RT @BrainPoetNinja: I know I would be 100% happier if I didn’t see the unconscious subtext behind the words Wed Oct 09
  • @ellen4869 but i love rats🤡 Wed Oct 09
  • @AuliaRahmanNug1 still though, lacks of I - Thou relations, still lacks meaning lolol Wed Oct 09
  • @ellen4869 as a reminder for you, for me, and the entire human race so those rats can stay the fuck away Wed Oct 09
  • @supjamurenak @20dnosebleed lol??? they really did conduct research on this😂 Wed Oct 09
  • @AuliaRahmanNug1 please? lol haha Wed Oct 09
  • interesting but is it weird i picture myself all alone in a darkest part of woods, being sad and confused but full… https://t.co/oNkcXRVHFu Wed Oct 09
  • RT @WillyGCmas: Writing is such a solitary and lonely road. You write something that you think many will connect to and no one does, then y… Wed Oct 09
  • yauda solat abis ini ya syi Wed Oct 09
  • yang bikin w terheran2, ternyata tetep ada saat2 di mana gue jadi kepengen//kangen solat like berlutut, pls dear go… https://t.co/lHHOCUtFMT Wed Oct 09
  • My Hottest Selfies Are Exclusive to My Followers on Twitter Wed Oct 09
  • RT @manticflame: I don't mean to be distant there are just all these stars between us. Wed Oct 09
  • RT @BhadDhad: you attract what you fear... AHHHH pussy AHHHHH dick AHHHHHH unconditional love AHHH somebody that isn’t afraid of commitmen… Wed Oct 09
  • RT @fairycemetery: the past is a faceless echo and we remember it differently every time. Wed Oct 09
  • my paracetamol intake has been uppp these days like i get headaches like never before Wed Oct 09
  • RT @fairycemetery: sometimes people wander because they ache to disappear. Wed Oct 09
  • RT @whaifu: y’all like to fuck with younger girls because females your age see the loser in you Wed Oct 09
  • RT @RickBColby: You thought they were special, but to them you were just another generic human. Tue Oct 08
  • whoa reason to be happy tonight: my silent treatment works on the manwhore kudos to me💁🏻‍♀️ Tue Oct 08
  • the reason of your existence is also the reason of your existential dread Tue Oct 08
  • so ready https://t.co/mLamtgr8iw Tue Oct 08
  • it starts raining again and this soul aches for you again Tue Oct 08
  • it's a fucking talent to translate poetry without making it cringey Tue Oct 08
  • RT @bettieriot: I save your words for last. I want to savor them alone in the stillness of the dark. Tue Oct 08
  • when i'm tired i always feel like i'm out of place and out of sorts👎😭 Tue Oct 08
  • i couldnt relate more to anything other than this https://t.co/bWaz82ySOg Tue Oct 08
  • the fuck is wrong with my stomach Tue Oct 08
  • RT @WillyGCmas: Our parents were never children, that's just a story they told us and we were never children either. Tue Oct 08
  • RT @EwdatsGROSS: My therapist: what do we do when we feel like this Me: make weirdly personal and over sharing tweets that seem like a jo… Tue Oct 08
  • big energy https://t.co/zaP4gFURZv Mon Oct 07

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